Sunday, 6 July 2014

Kelahiran Matahari Dimatha Surga


Maaf banget yah, ini cuma cerita pribadi gw hampi 6 tahun lalu.. Kelahiran anak ke 2 gw namanya "MATAHARI DIMATHA SURGA"

Hari ini hampir 6 tahun yang lalu, mungkin saya dan istri saya masih gelisah menunggu. Ruang dan waktu saat itu memang hanya kami yang miliki berdua, dan tuhan pasti ingat itu..

Nuansa rumah mungil nan kusam yang dipenuhi 3 kamar kosong dan belasan mungkin puluhan sarang laba-laba tersebut masih selalu ada disini. Kami hanya berdua, karena hari raya lebaran tahun itu datang bersamaan dengan masa-masa penantian surga kecil kami datang ke dunia. Seluruh teman yang bersama kami sehari-hari banyak yang telah meninggalkan jogja menuju tempat mereka masing-masing. Rental DVD pun kami untungkan banyak, dengan jumlah penyewaan kami yang sudah melebihi batas kemampuan manusia untuk menonton..

Sarung kain, televisi, DVD player, berpak-pak  gudang garam, puluhan botol kosong miras siap jual ke tukang loak, kompor dengan persediaan 1 dirijen 5 liter minyak tanah, tiga buah bak tumpukan baju kotor, gitar dan beberapa alat perekam digital, kamera canon eos 350D yang kami pinjam paksa terhadap teman kami bernama ‘gigi’ karena kamera saya pun telah masuk sekolah yang katanya mampu “menyelesaikan masalah tanpa masalah”, hasil lab rumah sakit yang hanya membuang-buang uang kami, makanan ringan, meja sablon dan kasur yang kami pindahkan ke ruang tengah agar dapat merasakan lebih luasnya ruangan di rumah bertembok biru itu. Dan tentunya perut besar berisi kebahagiaan yang menanti sambutan hangat dari kami.

Jogja, Oktober 2008Jogja, Oktober 2008

Yaah, setidaknya itulah gambaran keseharian kami berdua saat menunggu matahari lahir.

Telah lebih dari 10 hari ketika dokter bertitle S.PG itu menaklukan takdir akan kelahiran anak kami, akhirnya istri saya pun berkata, “Yank, air.. ketubannya..??”, tanpa ekspresi kepanikan sama sekali. Dan lagi-lagi sang vespa super biru bar molor saya menobatkan dirinya sebagai pahlawan dengan mengantarkan saya mencari taksi. Tidak mudah untuk mencari taksi, karena lokasi rumah kami yang tepat berada disisi jalan lingkar selatan jogja yang banyak dilalui oleh kendaraan-kendaraan lintas kota. Saya pun harus berputar dua kali, dan dapat..!! Taksi yang tak berwarna (karena saya tidak ingat apa warnanya :p) tersebut meluncur cepat ke rumah sakit yang berada di tengah kota hijau itu.

Jam dua siang kami sampai dengan membawa beberapa hasil lab yang tidak terpakai tadi. Ketika kami memasuki ruang bersalin, istri saya pun langsung dibaringkan pada tempat tidur dan saya dipanggil oleh seorang suster yang berwajah matrelialistis itu. “Pak, mau dikamar apa..?”, katanya. “Kalau VIP 750rb, kelas 1 500rb, kelas 2 350rb dan bangsal 150rb semalam..”. “Kelas 2 aja dulu” saya langsung menjawabnya. “Kelas 2 penuh, saya daftarkan di kelas 1 aja ya”, katanya tanpa berpikir, ngapain ya nawarin saya kalo udah penuh.. hehe, memang Indonesia..

Satu jam lewat, istri saya minta makan.. Diberilah makan oleh suster yang menjaga. Tanpa membawa pakaian / peralatan menginap lainnya, kecuali kamera pinjaman, saya menunggu duduk disebelah ranjang dimana istri saya terbaring. Kemudian seorang dokter datang dan bertanya pada suster/bidan yang ada sembari tangannya menggerayangi istri saya. Dia berkata, “baguuus, ditunggu aja mas. Ini saya kasih pemacu, Cuma kalau dalam dua jam tidak lahir operasi ya”. Tapi kami tetap percaya bahwa surge kami pasti akan keluar dengan manusiawi hehe.. :D.

Jam setengah empat sore itu, istri saya pun mulai bertambah keluhannya. Bidan yang berjaga ditempat itu pun bersiap-siap untuk prosesnya. Lampu-lampu operasi yang bundar dipindahkan tepat diatas istri saya yang sedang mengalami masa paling menyakitkan dalam hidupnya. Sebuah baki alumunium, sarung tangan karet sekali pakai, masker dan tangan saya yang ditarik-tarik kencang oleh istri saya mulai bersinar. Ujung kepala pun mulai terlihat keluar, namun masuk kedalam lagi. Seperti malu atau mengintip sejenak pada dunia untuk kemudian mengambil amunisi lebih didalam perut agar siap menghadapinya..? Tak taulah, apa yang dipikirkan surge kecil ku itu. Tapi tak selang lama ia keluar dengan kepala tegapnya ynag kecil, menunggu pertolongan dari seorang bidan menarik lehernya dan mengeluarkan anggota tubuhnya yang lain. Sangat cepat waktu itu, hanya beberapa detik dan manusia kecil ini pun menangis, hingga dunia dan beberapa bintang harus menutup telinga mereka.

Tangan saya yang gemetar teringat instingnya untuk mengambil kamera. “Sebentar bu, saya mau foto dulu ya..”, saya bilang pada bidan yang berjasa itu. Satu, dua, tigaaaa.. Matahari pun tersenyum dan berpose cantik untuk saya.. :)

'Pada saat ini masih bisa dibilang kalu gw masih pakaw, tapi banyak pelarian ke alkohol, obat, dll.. Jadi please jangan sam pe lagi anak-anak kita merasakan itu' 

Saya bukan lah pendo’a, bahkan saya mungkin tidak menyenangi adanya agama yang hanya menimbulkan perbedaan palsu pada manusia. Namun hari ini saya hanya mampu mengucapkan kepada apapun Kau diatas sana.., rasa terima kasih dan memohon untuk perlindungan akan kebaikan diri untuk anak saya dalam meninju congkaknya dunia ini.

Jogja, 7 Oktober 2008
Jogja, 7 Oktober 2008



 © 2008 daus adrian

Saturday, 5 July 2014

Detoks

Detoksifikasi adalah salah satu hal atau istilah dalam melakukan penyembuhan dari witdrawal narkoba

Monolog Tragedi




Director : Daus Adrian
ScreenPlay : Daus & Ladytha
Story: Daus & Ladytha
Actrees : Ladytha



This movie is about how dou you can not gave anymore to humanity.. At first HIV is giving a person to just laydown  and die..Ican't talk to anybody anymore..


Save HIV and Stay Alive..


Thursday, 3 July 2014

Just Pray to your God and you'll be better

Produk Suram



Hehe: Karya Ku sendiri
tontonm yah.
Sutadara, Penulis Lagu, Penyanyi, Band : Daus Adrain
Model : Dewa Rendra


Desain Kaos

Mungkin extreme /Tapi jaman sekarang semua manusa butuh sesuatu yang lebin ekstrim lagi

Tuesday, 10 June 2014

Kunjungan MENKES Nafsiah Mboi & Pelaksana Tugas Gubernur Ahok di Puskesmas Tebet

Sungguh suatu kehormatan bagi kami tentunya bahwa Puskemas yang kami banggakan telah mendapatkan perhatian dan kunjungan dari para petinggi negara yaitu Menkes Nafsiah Mboi dan yang pasti Pelaksana Tugas Gubernur DKI Jakarta Basuki Tjahja Purnama (Ahok) ..

Ahok tiba di Puskesmas Tebet, Jl. dr Supomo 54, Jaksel, Selasa (10/6/2014) sekitar pukul 8.45 WIB. Mengenakan batik cokelat, Ahok datang didampingi Kadinkes DKI Dien Emawati

Pelaksana Tugas Gubernur DKI Jakarta Basuki Tjahja Purnama (Ahok) tiba di Puskesmas Tebet sekitar pukul 08.45WI
Kedatangan Ahok langsung disambut para dokter cilik binaan Puskesmas Tebet. Plt Gubernur itu menyempatkan diri untuk bercengkrama sejenak dengan para dokter cilik. "Kalau jadi dokter cilik itu belajar apa saja?" tanya Ahok."Belajar 3 M (menutup, menguras, menimbun)," jawab para dokter cilik itu serentak.Dengan tawa lebar Ahok langsung menanggapi jawaban anak-anak itu. "Jadi harus tahu biar nggak kena demam berdarah ya," tutur Ahok.

Tak lama berselang, Menkes Nafsiah Mboi tiba. Nafsiah yang didampingi Kepala BPJS Fahmi Idris langsung menyalami Ahok. Setelah itu, Ahok dan Nafsiah memasuki poli Lansia.
Ahok dan Nafsiah tak lama berada di poli Lansia. Keduanya langsung masuk ke aula Puskesmas untuk berdiskusi.


Pelaksana tugas (Plt) Gubernur DKI Jakarta, Basuki Tjahaja Purnama (Ahok) menyapa warga yang sedang berobat di Puskesmas Tebet, Jakarta (10/6). TEMPO/Dasril Roszandi
Seorang balita memberi salam kepada pelaksana tugas (Plt) Gubernur DKI Jakarta, Basuki Tjahaja Purnama, saat berada di Puskesmas Tebet, Jakarta (10/6). Dalam kunjungannya untuk menantau kelancaran penanganan warga serta melihat perlengkapan alat pada setiap ruangan poli kesehatan. TEMPO/Dasril Roszandi
Pelaksana tugas (Plt) Gubernur DKI Jakarta, Basuki Tjahaja Purnama (kanan), bersama Menteri Kesehatan (Menkes) Nafsiah Mboi (dua kiri) saat melihat seorang anak yang terkena demam berdarah di di Puskesmas Tebet, Jakarta (10/6). Dalam kunjungan tersebut untuk memantau elancaran penanganan warga serta melihat perlengkapan alat pada setiap ruangan poli kesehatan. TEMPO/Dasril Roszandi

Menteri Kesehatan (Menkes) Nafsiah Mboi melihat kondisi balita yang di gendong ibunya untuk berobat di Puskesmas Tebet, Jakarta (10/6). Dalam kunjungan tersebut untuk memantau kelancaran penanganan warga serta melihat perlengkapan alat pada setiap ruangan poli kesehatan. TEMPO/Dasril Roszandi

Dalam kesempatan tersebut Pelaksana Tugas (Plt) Gubernur DKI Jakarta, Basuki Tjahja Purnama (Ahok) menilai pelayanan kesehatan di Puskesmas tersebut sudah cukup baik. Kunjungan dilanjutkan dengan melakukan forum diskusi bersama perwakilan dari dinas kesehatan di ibukota dan RS vertikal yang berada di bawah naungan Kementerian Kesehatan.




             Resources :               
  • http://www.tempo.co/read/beritafoto/17636/Ahok-dan-Menkes-Kunjungi-Pukesmas-Tebet/3
  • http://buk.depkes.go.id/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=458:menkes-dan-ahok-kunjungi-puskesmas-tebet&catid=1:latest-news

Sunday, 8 June 2014

METHADONE SIDE EFFECTS

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Methadone is used as a pain reliever and as part of drug addiction detoxification and maintenance programs and is only available from certified pharmacies.Methadone is an opioid medication. An opioid is sometimes called a narcotic. Methadone reduces withdrawal symptoms in people addicted to heroin or other narcotic drugs without causing the "high" associated with the drug addiction.

Important information

You should not use methadone if you have severe asthma or breathing problems, or a bowel obstruction called paralytic ileus.
Methadone can slow or stop your breathing, especially when you start using this medicine or whenever your dose is changed. Never use this medicine in larger amounts, or for longer than prescribed. This medicine may be habit-forming, even at regular doses. Never share this medicine with another person, especially someone with a history of drug abuse or addiction. Keep the medication in a place where others cannot get to it.
Methadone is available only from a certified pharmacy.Methadone may cause a life-threatening heart rhythm disorder. Call your doctor at once if you have a headache with chest pain and severe dizziness, and fast or pounding heartbeats.

Before using methadone

You should not use methadone if you are allergic to it, or if you have:
  • severe asthma or breathing problems; or
  • a bowel obstruction called paralytic ileus.
Methadone may cause a life-threatening heart rhythm disorder. Your heart function may need to be checked during treatment.
To make sure this medicine is safe for you, tell your doctor if you have:
  • heart disease, or heart rhythm disorder;
  • personal or family history of long QT syndrome;
  • an electrolyte imbalance (such as low levels of potassium or magnesium in your blood);
  • any type of breathing problem or lung disease;
  • a history of head injury, brain tumor, or seizures;
  • a history of drug abuse, alcohol addiction, or mental illness;
  • urination problems;
  • liver or kidney disease;
  • problems with your gallbladder, pancreas, or thyroid.
Methadone is more likely to cause breathing problems in older adults and people who are severely ill, malnourished, or otherwise debilitated.
FDA pregnancy category C. It is not known whether methadone will harm an unborn baby.Methadone may cause breathing problems, behavior changes, or addiction and withdrawal symptoms in your newborn if you use the medication during pregnancy. Tell your doctor if you are pregnant.
Methadone can pass into breast milk and may cause breathing problems or addiction and withdrawal symptoms in a nursing baby. Tell your doctor if you are breast-feeding a baby.

How should I use methadone?

Methadone may be habit-forming, even at regular doses. Never share this medicine with another person, especially someone with a history of drug abuse or addiction. MISUSE OF NARCOTIC MEDICATION CAN CAUSE ADDICTION, OVERDOSE, OR DEATH, especially in a child or other person using the medicine without a prescription. Selling or giving away methadone is against the law.
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Follow all directions on your prescription label. Methadone can slow or stop your breathing, especially when you start using this medicine or whenever your dose is changed. Never use in larger amounts, or for longer than prescribed. Tell your doctor if the medicine seems to stop working as well in relieving your pain.
Measure liquid medicine with the dosing syringe provided, or with a special dose-measuring spoon or medicine cup. If you do not have a dose-measuring device, ask your pharmacist for one.
Dissolve the dispersible tablet in at least 4 ounces of water, orange juice, or other citrus-flavored non-alcoholic beverage. Allow the tablet to disperse in the liquid. The tablet will not dissolve completely. Drink this mixture right away. To get the entire dose, add a little more water to the same glass, swirl gently and drink right away.
Never use methadone tablets or liquid to make a mixture for injecting the drug into your vein. This practice has resulted in death with the misuse of methadone and similar prescription drugs.
When used as part of a treatment program for drug addiction or detoxification, your doctor may recommend that each dose be given to you by a family member or other caregiver. This is to make sure you are using the medicine as it was prescribed as part of your treatment.
Additional forms of counseling and/or monitoring may be recommended during treatment with methadone.
You should not stop using this medicine suddenly. Follow your doctor's instructions about tapering your dose.
Store at room temperature away from moisture and heat. Keep the medication in a place where others cannot get to it.
Keep track of how much of this medicine has been used. Methadone is a drug of abuse and you should be aware if any person in the household is using this medicine improperly or without a prescription.
After you have stopped using this medication, flush any unused pills down the toilet. Disposal of medicines by flushing is recommended to reduce the danger of accidental overdose causing death. This advice applies to a very small number of medicines only. The FDA, working with the manufacturer, has determined this method to be the most appropriate route of disposal and presents the least risk to human safety.
Methadone Molecule

What happens if I miss a dose?

If you take methadone for pain: Take the missed dose as soon as you remember, then take your next dose 8 to 12 hours later. Skip the missed dose if it is almost time for your next scheduled dose.
If you take methadone for drug addiction: Take your missed dose the next day at the regular time. If you miss your doses for longer than 3 days in a row, call your doctor for instructions. You may need to restart at a lower dose.
Do not use extra medicine to make up a missed dose.

What happens if I overdose?

Seek emergency medical attention or call the Poison Help line at 1-800-222-1222. A methadone overdose can be fatal, especially in a child or other person using the medicine without a prescription. Overdose symptoms may include slow breathing and heart rate, severe drowsiness, muscle weakness, cold and clammy skin, pinpoint pupils, and fainting.

What should I avoid?

Do not drink alcohol. Dangerous side effects or death can occur when alcohol is combined with methadone. Check your food and medicine labels to be sure these products do not contain alcohol.
Methadone may impair your thinking or reactions. Avoid driving or operating machinery until you know how this medicine will affect you. Dizziness or severe drowsiness can cause falls or other accidents.
Grapefruit and grapefruit juice may interact with methadone and lead to unwanted side effects. Discuss the use of grapefruit products with your doctor.

SIDE EFFECTS

Methadone Saves Life..!
Get emergency medical help if you have any of these signs of an allergic reaction to methadone: hives; difficult breathing; swelling of your face, lips, tongue, or throat.
Even if you have used other narcotic medications, you may still have serious side effects from methadone.


Call your doctor at once if you have:
  • weak or shallow breathing;
  • severe constipation;
  • a light-headed feeling, like you might pass out; or
  • symptoms of a life-threatening heart rhythm disorder--a headache with chest pain and severe dizziness, and fast or pounding heartbeats.

Common methadone side effects may include:
  • dizziness, drowsiness;
  • nausea, vomiting; or
  • increased sweating.
This is not a complete list of side effects and others may occur. Tell your doctor about any unusual or bothersome side effect.
Along with its needed effects, methadone may cause some unwanted effects. Although not all of these side effects may occur, if they do occur they may need medical attention.
Check with your doctor immediately if any of the following side effects occur while taking methadone:
ncidence not known
  • Black, tarry stools
  • bleeding gums
  • blood in the urine or stools
  • blurred vision
  • bulging soft spot on the head of an infant
  • change in the ability to see colors, especially blue or yellow
  • changes in skin color
  • chest discomfort or pain
  • confusion
  • convulsions
  • cough
  • coughing that sometimes produces a pink frothy sputum
  • decreased urine output
  • difficult or troubled breathing
  • difficult, fast, noisy breathing, sometimes with wheezing
  • difficulty swallowing
  • dilated neck veins
  • dizziness
  • dizziness, faintness, or lightheadedness when getting up suddenly from a lying or sitting position
  • dry mouth
  • extreme fatigue
  • fainting
  • fast, slow, or irregular heartbeat
  • headache
  • hives
  • increased sweating
  • increased thirst
  • irregular heartbeat recurrent
  • irregular, fast or slow, or shallow breathing
  • itching
  • loss of appetite
  • muscle pain or cramps
  • nausea or vomiting
  • numbness or tingling in the hands, feet, or lips
  • pain
  • pale or blue lips, fingernails, or skin
  • pinpoint red spots on the skin
  • puffiness or swelling of the eyelids or around the eyes, face, lips, or tongue
  • seizures
  • skin rash
  • sweating
  • swelling of the face, fingers, feet, or lower legs
  • tenderness
  • trouble in urinating
  • trouble sleeping
  • unusual bleeding or bruising
  • unusual tiredness or weakness
  • weight gain
Liquid Methadone
Some side effects of methadone may occur that usually do not need medical attention. These side effects may go away during treatment as your body adjusts to the medicine. Also, your health care professional may be able to tell you about ways to prevent or reduce some of these side effects. Check with your health care professional if any of the following side effects continue or are bothersome or if you have any questions about them:
Incidence not known
  • Absent, missed, or irregular menstrual periods
  • anxiety
  • blurred or loss of vision
  • confusion about identity, place, and time
  • constipation
  • decreased interest in sexual intercourse
  • disturbed color perception
  • double vision
  • false or unusual sense of well-being
  • halos around lights
  • inability to have or keep an erection
  • irritability
  • lack or loss of strength
  • loss in sexual ability, desire, drive, or performance
  • night blindness
  • overbright appearance of lights
  • redness, swelling, or soreness of the tongue
  • restlessness
  • stopping of menstrual bleeding
  • tunnel vision
  • weight changes
  • welts

Nervous system

Other neurologic side effects are rare, but include tardive dyskinesia and choreic movements.
Nervous system side effects have included agitation, confusion, disorientation, dysphoria, euphoria, seizures, sleepiness or insomnia, and dizziness.

Cardiovascular

Cardiovascular side effects have included hypotension, bradycardia, arrhythmias, bigeminal rhythms, cardiomyopathy, ECG abnormalities, extrasystoles, flushing, heart failure, palpitations, phlebitis, QT interval prolongation, syncope, T-wave inversion, tachycardia, torsade de pointes, ventricular fibrillation, ventricular tachycardia and edema. Rare cases of cardiac arrest have also been reported.

Gastrointestinal

Methadone may cause contraction of the sphincter of Oddi, which may increase intrabiliary pressure and worsen, rather than relieve, biliary colic.
Gastrointestinal side effects have included constipation, abdominal pain, biliary tract spasm, dry mouth, glossitis, and appetite abnormalities.

Other

Other side effects have included increased sweating which has been common after chronic methadone use.

Hypersensitivity

Hypersensitivity side effects to methadone are rare, and have included rash, pruritus, and edema.

Psychiatric

One study has suggested that detoxification from methadone maintenance therapy may result in the development of an organic mood syndrome in many patients.
Psychiatric side effects have included psychological dependence. A case of obsessive compulsive symptoms precipitated by methadone tapering has been reported.

Endocrine

Endocrine side effects have included stimulation of thyroxine binding globulin (TBG), resulting in increased TBG, total T3 and T4, but unaltered free T3 and T4. Hyperprolactinemia has also been associated with methadone therapy.

Genitourinary

Genitourinary side effects have included amenorrhea, antidiuretic effect, reduced libido and/or potency, urinary hesitancy, and urinary retention.

Respiratory

Respiratory side effects have included pulmonary edema, respiratory depression, and a blunted response to hypercarbia.

Renal

A case of rhabdomyolysis and subsequent acute renal failure following ingestion of large doses of methadone has been reported.

Hematologic

Hematologic side effects associated with methadone have included mild lymphocytosis and increased serum protein, albumin, and globulin.

General

General side effects including asthenia, edema, and headache have been reported.

Metabolic

Metabolic side effects including hypokalemia, hypomagnesemia, and weight gain have been reported.

Ocular

Ocular side effects have included visual disturbances.

What other drugs will affect methadone?
Taking this medicine with other drugs that make you sleepy or slow your breathing can cause dangerous or life-threatening side effects. Ask your doctor before taking methadone with a sleeping pill, narcotic pain medicine, muscle relaxer, or medicine for anxiety, depression, or seizures.
Many drugs can interact with methadone. Tell your doctor about all your medications and any you start or stop using during treatment with this medicine. This includes prescription and over-the-counter medicines, vitamins, and herbal products. Give a list of all your medicines to any healthcare provider who treats you.